"Many of us have past lives, we are here to learn the lessons and truths about those lives in which we did not in the Past. We have Soul Contracts made with others to help us on this Journey and we very often will recognize them coming into our life by the way it feels." - Cheryl Tessari
Last Full Moon in Aries, I had a past life regression session from my friend Meg Sanchez. It was interesting for I was guided to access past lives without much effort. I do Akashic Soul Readings with Karmic Clearing for myself and others too but that was more psychically draining for it requires mooooooore energy to do so.
First intention was to see my "starseed" life.
I saw a "monad" a highest self, very scientific, technologically advanced, grey human figure silhouette in a dark room full of computers with 7-8 pumping stuff on his/her head, all represents different parts of who I am. 8 different souls of me scattered in different dimensions (each dimension has different time lines of reincarnation).
I also saw a "tesseract-like" place. On the top was a magnanimous purple mountain standing high. In the middle was an empty space where the QUANTUM STRINGS are located. And below was another mountain mirroring the mountain above, only it was pointing downwards. The Quantum Strings were billions or even trillions of it. I also saw other souls in light forms/ pure energy/ consciousness, floating around like moving stars if I am making any sense. You have the choice where you want to go, all you need to do is touch the string then it will bring you to a certain timeline in a certain dimension. Each string is a dimension and each place represents a timeline. So yes there were millions of different multiverses and dimensions.
Pleiadian self showed up. She has bluish luminous skin wearing white boots with golden edges and flowy light colored clothes. Her long dirty blonde hair was tied in a ponytail, yet I only saw a blurry face. She was floating in a 3rd dimensional world's kitchen inside a house, typical old mundane times.
I saw a little boy with afro hair, black boy, his skin color brown, age 6-8 approximately. I floated up the stairs on the left, there was a room with an open door, inside was a black woman practicing herb magick.
The Pleiadian self went inside of her.
She was also me.
I'm now inside her body.
The woman was sitting in front of a desk, window facing the left side, room was like an attic. There were books on the table as well as jars and herbs. On the right side was a double size bed, on it was a grimoire.
When I opened it, there were photos of a demon per page. There were written incantations on how to call upon them but I couldn't read it with my current consciousness as a "Filipino" if that makes any sense. She was living in New Orleans on the late 1800s, working as a hoodoo practitioner.
I went back to, around the 1400s era, wherein I was a black woman with her hands tied being sold in the slave trade to the Caucasian masters. I had a husband and a child, a son age 8 below and we were all "bought" by one family. The room was dark, there was a cauldron wherein soup was being cooked.
The husband and wife looked at each other looking like a plot has been made.
They gave the soup to an old Caucasian couple, after consuming it, they suddenly died. They did it for the Masters weren't nice to them, they were abusive. I saw that they owned the house wherein they used to work for afterwards. I also saw in my vision that they left the gate of the house. She was probably a voodoo practitioner of some sort.
Interestingly, the black woman in the 1400s was the ancestor of the black woman in the 1800's living in New Orleans. I reincarnated on the same ancestral line 4 centuries later. The 1800's hoodoo woman was avenging her ancestors.
That was what she needed to heal.
For another intention, I asked where my allergic rhinitis came from.
I saw a guy wearing a thick furry winter clothes skiing on the snowy mountains. He was a white guy. He aimed to put a flag on top of the mountain, then went down inside a cave where he attempted to light a fire but it was so weak. I also saw a spirit animal in form of a dear guiding him as he slowly froze to death. He kept on sneezing because of the coldness in the mountain, his body slowly numbed and froze.
That's why in this present lifetime, I ain't comfortable with the cold, I like warm weather and I get allergies when it is cold. My random hives outbreak on cold weather was related to that past life.
I asked which pastlife of mine was when I was at my most "powerful".
It brought me to ancient Egyptian times. Date and year unknown.
I am inside a body of a woman sitting on a throne, her arms and legs were polished with golden powder on the skin, shining luminously and bright, clothing, accessories were like of royalty. I cannot tell if I was born into it or not.
Nobody else is allowed to touch me, no one.
I was sitting on a throne to the right. On my left was a man, similar as me with skin polished with golden powder. His eyes closed with thick eyeliner on, his facial features sharp with this eyes deep, and brows thick. Our thrones were located at the top of the stairs with 50-100 steps. All around me was a very big spacious room, with guards on the left and right sides with their backs against the wall. The room was dimly lit by torches lighting the room, behind me was a gigantic golden cauldron where offerings for the gods where being put inside. It was as big as a 3-floor building. On the stairs was a red carpet. I walked there, went out of a door as high as 3-floors. I walked towards the right then I saw it leading towards a balcony. There outside I can see the skies, it was noon time. The people on the ground were watching us. Looks like there was a feast, they were waiting for a "message to be announced". We were located on the 4th floor.
I looked at the mirror and saw that I had long straight black hair, wearing golden jewelry all over my arms. My face was tanned with eyeliner so dark and prominent. Facial features sharp.
My name was M*tk*s*k*h, an Egyptian chantress living my life for the sole purpose of serving the gods.
On the balcony, I closed my eyes, channeled the gods and say the messages. An old man was beside me, he was a scribe who listens to what I am saying, writes it down on paper, and shows that to the 6'5 tall man on the left who was wearing a black anubis head-dress/mask, his face won't show. He was holding a huge megaphone made of bronze, wherein he announces the things that I see. It seems like I lived my life as a vessel for the messages of these gods. I didn't know if I had a husband or kids even. I even saw myself sitting on a chair dining on a table that was like 20 feet long, on the other side was the man whom I saw was sitting on my other side on the throne. I don't know who he was, a husband? A brother? Who knows. In my vision we didn't really talk. There was a feast on the table but only the two of us were being served. I only ate an apple.
I then saw in my vision that her body was being mummified in advance. Her consciousness was still there. Yes she was still alive as she was being mummified, and I don't understand why, but I got a feeling that as it was happening, she fully accepted this as part of her destiny. There was a carved tomb built for her. She was put inside of it, it was dark, really dark. I experienced her last few breaths, as she was waiting to die there peacefully. She didn't panick. It's as if she was just waiting to lose oxygen until it was over. She was very powerful intuitively, psychically, a strong channeler and medium. Cold and aloof, she was lonely, hence she intended that in her next lives, she wanted to experience how it is like to live simply with the freedom to be happy and to choose love the next time.
PS. Photo below has similarity to the said Egyptian pastlife. Not exactly but similar. People may say that these are all my imagination but they're not. The things I saw I have never seen before, not in any books, films, or TV shows. I don't care what others would think though, doesn't matter. I won't be arguing with anyone else who believes differently. You do you I'll do me.
- Krish Rai
October 20, 2021
Full Moon in Aries
SEXUAL ENERGY & ETHERIC CORDS
When a person becomes sexually involved with someone (regardless of their relationship label or lack thereof), an etheric cord between the two of them begins to form in the spiritual realm.
When two people are attached via this cord, they can either absorb or send energy to that person consciously or unconsciously depending on how strong their connection is.
As the two people involved do the deed more and more, that cord becomes thicker and thicker - further strengthening the connection, be it sexual, physical, or emotional.
However if a person has multiple partners, s/he will begin connecting to all of these people energetically all at the same time, siphoning one another's energies. And that is why things become more confusing - even downright ugly at some point.
You see, we all exist and are connected because of energy, so if we mindlessly allow ourselves or others to penetrate our energy field, we also allow their emotional baggages, toxic behavior, and other personal issues to enter our lives.
Be mindful on who you become sexually involved with. Use protection, not just physically but also energetically. It is beneficial to regularly cleanse your sacral and heart chakra as well.
Our sacral chakra is located just below the navel, at the center of your lower belly. It affects the reproductive system and is connected with our sexuality, fertility, and creativity.
Sex is a union of two body and souls. It is not just physical, but also spiritual in nature. Don't take this act too lightly because once you understand how we can all get connected etherically through sex, you would be more mindful about the sexual connection that you will make. When you make love with someone, you share an energy together and that could stick with your sacral chakra even after the act is done.
You see, when you are intimate with a person who helps you grow spiritually, you also become more motivated to be creative, you find joy in life, you are inspired to be more productive. But when you are sexually involved with a toxic person, you feel dull, uninspired, and drained.
So ladies and gents, choose your partner wisely.
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A LIGHT BEARER'S MORNING REFLECTION
There is a collective awakening that has been happening for years now. More and more souls are being called to the light and waking up to spiritual gifts that perhaps they had never known before or used to have but stopped using for different reasons.
As these people discover more about their capabilities and breaking out of "the matrix", most will be bugged by uncertainties within themselves as their egos would instinctively try to protect the self from the "unknown" and stay on what is seemingly, a "safe" comfort zone within a man-made construct such as religion and other systems that push us to be afraid of our real God Creator-given power.
Now as Light Bearers, our souls have chosen to be alive in this lifetime for a reason - there are no accidents! That "calling" that we feel deep within us to enlighten, inspire, educate, and heal others are there because it is our Soul Purpose.
Yes, it is a very big responsibility. As humans with ego protecting us, yes, it will be scary, and most definitely, you will be bothered by its questions of "am I good enough?", "am I even worthy of this?", "can I even do it?", "What if I fail?", "What if nobody believes in me?"
I am telling you right now, that as you let go of the attachment to the ego (without demonizing it), and let your Higher Self take over, you will start embodying the spirit of a true Light bearer who will choose to follow the calling regardless of the outcome. And when that happens, you will experience a roller-coaster ride of ups and downs as the continuous cycle of doing shadow work together with light work heals your wounds to break the spiritual ego.
Now, we may feel a desire within to spread the word and make people understand, but remember that people will only wake up when they choose to do so. Most of the time, it won't happen though until they experience the Dark Night of the Soul, stripping them bare of everything they thought they needed, so they will start following their calling onto the light.
As our souls wake up to our true nature, we should remember that as Light Bearers, we are not supposed to compare our abilities, capabilities, and spiritual journey to other people. THAT IS NOT THE POINT. Some people just happen to awaken earlier to awaken others, as the cycle continues on and on. It doesn't make one a better person when s/he wakes up earlier, and it doesn't make a person less when they awaken later. There is Divine Timing, we should wake up when we are called to. However it is up to us, if we will definitely wake up as the alarm clock starts ringing. Do we choose to wake up or sleep?
When you decide to wake up, understand that each souls will be assigned to different posts - some will be in entrepreneurship, some will be in the islands, the mountains, or the seas, others will be in publishing, others may even be in show business and performing arts!
So when you have a calling, again, DO NOT EVER COMPARE YOURSELF TO OTHERS. Focus on your journey and your spiritual path. You will meet fellow souls in your journey, others for a short time and others for longer. But remember, each soul is a teacher. A teacher who will either be a blessing, or teach you the biggest lessons.
- Krisheela Rai
August 22, 2021
Friends who are enabling you to have a 3rd party relationship when you are happily married are not real friends.
First, a real friend will value the essence of family and will not support you in destroying yours by any means possible. They will remind you of why you should not do it even if there is temptation around.
Second, those who are enabling you to have a 3rd party relationship are probably miserable in their own love lives. Maybe their marriages suck and they don't know how to fix it. Misery loves company so if their marriage is broken, they would like yours to be broken too so they won't feel as bad about theirs.
Third, perhaps they really lack the discipline, devotion, and commitment to be a faithful and loyal spouse so they wanna corrupt your moral values too. Again, misery loves company.
Remember, when your family gets broken, those "corrupt friends" will not be there to support you anyway. They will just tell you that it is fine to cheat on your spouse that you did the right thing, even if you are already accumulating lots of karmic debt.
Choose your friends wisely.
This is not about being hypocritical or morally superior. It is about being friends only with the people who wish the best for your life, even if that means being "killjoy" about certain situations.
Let's talk about Manifestation!
I have always believed in the Law of Attraction and that in order for that to work in your favor, you also have to remove any feelings of unworthiness residing within you. When you know that you are worthy and deserving of love, prosperity, and a good life, it is easier to attract the right people, events, and opportunities in your life.
That is how the Universe works, based on frequency. Everything in this Universe is energy, and there is an abundant supply of energy that we can harness to do what we want.
What is it that you want to achieve in your life right now?
What kind of a person would you like to be?
One of the most important key in manifesting the proper way is to stop wanting it, but instead, start feeling as if you already have it being it!
The Universe works in frequency, if you keep on saying, "how I wish I have this or that", "how I wish I am that lucky", guess what? That might remain just a wish...
Here's one exercise that I'd like you to do:
1) Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and relax...
2) Visualize that you are already the person that you would like to be...
3) Notice, how does it feel? What are the sensations that you're feeling in your body? Is your heart beating faster? Remember that feeling.
4) How did your visions look like? Where are you? What are you wearing? Who are you with?
5) Remember what you saw in that vision. Try to make whatever you saw in that vision, into a reality.
* Find that outfit!
* Go to that place!
* Paint your nails that color!
I'm sure you're aware of the power of positive thinking. I'm a huge believer in thinking positively whenever possible! But it's ALSO really important to pay equally close attention to the language that you use throughout your day.
You see, the fact is that your language is the physical manifestation of your thoughts. You can spend all the time in the world thinking positively…
But if you're not also making an effort to reflect your positive intentions in your language, it's a bit like going to the gym to try and lose weight while still eating all of the junk food you like. This means, chances are that you're not going to see maximum benefits in your life ;)
If you want to live your life to its highest potential and have the power to turn your goals into your living, breathing reality… You'll see faster results if you make an effort to be more mindful of the words that you use when speaking to yourself and to others.
To help you do this, here are 2 words or phrases that I recommend you eliminate from your vocabulary as much as possible:
1) Eliminate the words "I can't."
2) Eliminate the words "I don't know."
- Krish Rai
The path towards enlightenment is never easy. Rising above low vibrational thoughts and feelings is very challenging for it will require you to do lots of inner work.
Processing emotions, being aware of your triggers, healing your wounds, changing bad habits and toxic behavioral patterns, taking accountability for your mistakes and wrongdoings, paying your karmic debts, and the hardest of all - detaching yourself from everything are all difficult.
Accepting the fact that nothing in this 3rd dimensional world is truly yours is the hardest pill to swallow. The titles and the money that you've earned, your body which will only perish after you die, and your loved-ones whom you served and lived with - all of those are not your property, which means that you need to let go of all your expectations and release control that you think you have of them. These are all temporary, the only thing that you truly own is your soul, so focus on feeding that.
When you chase something, it runs away. That’s money, love, happiness, clients and prosperity in general. Stop being desperate and forcing things. Lean back & start receiving.
If you wanna be free, are you ready to let go of all attachments? Why or why not? 💖
- Krish Rai
Sept 25, 2021
Sometimes I also feel anxious and uncertain about what's gonna happen with my life.
Praying to God, meditating and connecting with my Higher Self through Tarot also helps me overcome these thoughts.
ON RISING ABOVE MISFORTUNES
Passion + Wheel of Fortune Reversed + Resurrection
There are certain things in lives that are out of our control: people who dislike us and wanna make us feel bad, misfortunes that may make us feel terrible and disempowered, amongst many others, but remember: your SELF-WORTH is NOT measured by what other people think of you or other external factors out of your hands.
People can either inspire you or discourage you, but nobody else can dictate how you should live your life. Stop putting your power in other people's hands!
At the end of the day, only you have the power to make your own life choices no matter what cards you are dealt with in this lifetime - whether they are good or bad, one thing is for sure,
WE CO-CREATE OUR REALITY.
You can be as beautiful, as wealthy, and as successful as you aspire to be.
If you think that you are not good enough, it is time to change that mindset. If there are toxic people leeching off of your energy, stop the victim mentality and get yourself out of their energy field. If you're lazy, it is time to find INSPIRATION and PASSION that sparks the fire inside you.
Not everybody was born with a silver spoon, and yet there are lots of rag-to-riches success stories. Why? Because these people made everyday life choices that takes guts, discipline, and determination.
Are you willing to sacrifice and invest as much as they did?
As long as the Universal Life Force is within you connecting you to the God Creator, there is a STRENGTH that you can always tap onto which could give you the power to turn your life around for the better.
Misfortunes will come and go. Luck and opportunities may also come and go.
But what matters is, what will you choose to do with what you have now? Think about it.
When you practice the Art of Self-Love and have achieved Self-Mastery, you will be able to put strong boundaries that energy vampires and narcissists will not be able to penetrate anymore.
Work on yourself, work on your intuition, and you won't need anyone else's validation. When your self worth is so strong and your inner core incorruptible, you will not be manipulated by anyone else. You will fight back, stand your ground and be firm.
The best investment that you can make is towards Self-Mastery.
There will come a time that, when somebody is demanding that you prove to them how good or knowledgeable you are, you can tell them this:
"I will only spare my energy and share my knowledge to those who are willing to give me a fair energy exchange."
Everything in this world is energy. Time is energy. Money is energy. All the trainings that you took to be excellent in your craft took blood, sweat, and tons of energy work. If they can't get that, no need to explain yourself to them. Don't sell yourself short.
Just a funny theory of mine.
I’ve had thought of how nature really relates to dating:
Men & Women: Sperm Cells and Egg Cells.
Now don’t get me wrong, it isn’t really the sexual stuff.
Just think, sperm cells come from men and egg cells come from women.
It is the sperm cells released by men who look for the egg cell,
they race and compete with each other to fertilize the egg first.
It is similar to guys in dating.
If they have a goal (which is to WIN the woman),
they do not care whether they have a lot of competition because
it is the “survival of the fittest”.
They will pursue, chase, race, whatever it is to WIN.
The sperm cells are the ones who look for the egg cell, it is not the other way around!
It had never happened that it is the egg cells who looked for the sperm.
What the egg cell does is just basically be herself,
and just emit a signal to the sperm cells that it exist.
I think it is similar for us women primping ourselves up, looking our best to make us noticeable.
What an egg cell does is just be passive and wait for the sperm cells to come to her and she does not mind whatever fights, struggles, and race a sperm cell has to go through just to be one with her!
And then what happens is the cliche
“MAY THE BEST MAN WINS!”
as in, may the first sperm who bested the race
and was able to penetrate the protective layers of the egg cell wins.
By the way, based on my research, it depends on the egg cell whomever is the lucky sperm cell that it will allow to be one with her.
It is like in dating, the first man who tried and fought his best wins.
It is really in a MAN’S NATURE to pursue the woman.
It already starts in their single living cell.
Note: Below is the link to my old wordpress blog that I wrote on April 26, 2014.
I talked about why women shouldn't chase men and how it relates to "it is the sperm that goes to the egg cell and not the other way around"
When your frequency is so high, everything dissolves.
What is fear?
What is shame?
What is guilt?
They don't matter, they don't exist.
Everything is energy.
When we don't live in the physical plane,
we are all just light -
just observing, just floating, just being.
Consciousness is all there is.
You realize that we are all one in the vastness of the Universe.
Life is all about having experiences.
When your soul decides to feel pleasure and have senses, you get to go back to Earth.
The ego helps the spirit attach to the vessel. It is your protector.
So when your sense of security and safety is threatened,
it gets triggered, and sometimes, it attacks.
The Earth is what grounds us so life will have structure.
It is also where creativity, beauty, and aesthetics manifest.
We have to be thankful for the people who are living a mundane life for they help in grounding us, building structure and organization in this world. Without them, we will all just be spacey and floating.
They are the reasons why we have delicious food, why we have constructed buildings, why we have beautiful clothes, accessories, and jewelries, why we live a convenient life.
All in all, what we need is compassion about others' experiences, empathy about others' feelings, and understanding about what others are going through.
As cliche as it sounds, all we need is GRATITUDE & LOVE.
- Krish Rai
Aug 26, 2021
WHAT IS THE EVIL EYE?
The evil eye "mal de ojo", "Nazar Mauvais Oeil", or "greek matiasma", is a curse believed to be cast by a malevolent glare, which is usually directed towards a person who is unaware.
Many cultures believe that receiving the evil eye will cause one misfortune, bad luck or injury. Mal de ojo jewelry and talismans created to protect against the evil eye are also frequently called “evil eyes”
Protect your blessings and avoid jinxing your own luck by keeping a vow of silence.
Don't tell everyone everything that is going on with your business.
Until your plans are not yet done, do not announce them.
The evil eye is real, some people may not be aware that they are envious and are already sending bad negative vibes towards you. Do not give them an access to penetrate your energy. Be mindful on what you share especially on social media where everything posted publicly is prone to ill-intents and ill-wishes.
There is beauty about having the VOW OF SILENCE.
Plan accordingly, manifest success in silence, then surprise the world with your transformation once you're done. That way, nobody else can jinx you on your journey.
MAY EVERY EVIL EYE IN YOUR LIFE GO BLIND! AND SO IT IS!
Founder of Astral Crystals.